Ok Ok....I know its been a really long time my blog buddies and friends but I am going to attempt to journal again.  I got out of the habit and all I can say is it was a really tough year.  This year looks good so far (I know I know only two days into it). Can't wait to catch up on your lives. 

p.s. I need to find a cool coffee shop in the starbucks mecca that is san diego.

I was pondering both literally and metaphorically the other day. I think sometimes we get used to feeling numb in a certain area and maybe we become unconciously afraid of either feeling in that area again, or going through the process to regain sensation. While this thought was specifically birthed from my pinched nerve from the misalignment of my spine (for the past 8 years) causing me half my back to be void of sensation....I thought that it definitely relates to life emotionally as well.

 

p.s. I have cable now AND internet. Big spenda! 

It is so surreal to see the people that you cared about in different times of your life moving on. I guess that is the funny thing about blogging. So for those who want to live vicariously through me, here are my Stats:

*I now live in San Diego, CA
*I am waiting to move into my fabulous apt at an apartment complex with 5 pools (it has a great view from the balcony too)
*I have a job at Booz Allen Hamilton (I start in a week)
*The company is moving my stuff for me
*My boyfriend loves to cook
-None of my old friends return my phone calls or call me
-I am 1400 miles away from my closest relative
-I made my Mother cry
-I have no new friends or sense of community yet
-I've stopped singing, drawing, journaling, reading, painting, and smiling

I think that about sums it up